Archive for November, 2011

Dirty Honest

Posted in Rave on November 10, 2011 by dissectingthefetalpig

The good folks at Dirty Honest released an hate tinged rant by yours truly.  Please feel free to check it out here: http://dirtyhonest.com/?p=1782

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Trauma And Dreams: Part 3

Posted in Trauma and Dreams with tags , , , , on November 6, 2011 by dissectingthefetalpig

Holidays are coming and that is never a good thing for me. This usually means having to swallow a bottle’s worth of bitter pills when dealing with my family. This upcoming holiday, which is Thanksgiving, I am making a semi-stressful trip in which a lot of dividing lines may be dropped so that I might live the rest of my years with some sort of calmness. Most stressful to this situation is dealing with my parents come turkey day. I haven’t spent a holiday with them in many years. Possibly 10 years, when I think of it. Regardless, I am doing it this year with the intention to kind of call them on their shit and lay down some sort of law. Or at the least, work out a plan where we can all be happy. I doubt this will go very well.

With as much and as little as I have said, here is my latest reoccurring nightmare:

Upon confronting my parents on their lack of parenting and general bad decisions my father and I butt heads as usual. He and I both have bad tempera and so us clashing is nothing new. I do my best and stay calm. I wish them well and bid them goodbye forever. Things just haven’t worked out well. Upon leaving the house and walking up the driveway I hear a gunshot. My father has just shot my mother. Now this is where things vary. He always comes out and blames me for what he has just done, but he either shoots me or he shoots himself and leaves me with the parting words “it’s all your fault”.

Yeah… Really excited to see them.

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